Its 1:00am and im wide awake. Havent been able to sleep since this Friday, there is too much too much commotion in my head and heart. As soon as one dies down, the other starts. Better yet, when they work in unison to keep me awake....uuugh. I know the pain will pass, eventually, but right now it hurts like hell. There will never be another in my like that, and everything will lead to comparisons, of which they will fall short. It will be tough going from EVERYTHING clicking, to somethings clicking. Not sure when this will pass but I need it to hurry and run its course. It needs to go so I can sleep peacefully again. I want to close my eyes without being bombarded by the images or the yearning.
Honestly, I just want to find some peace.
